Short but sweet.  I’m tired and I’m tired of feeling like crap.  I’ve wanted to eat better and exercise to look better, to have my clothes fit better, to be able to play volleyball better.  I think what is finally going to motivate me to real change is that I’m now associating my diet with actually just feeling like shit all the time.  I think my diet is making me tired.  I think my diet is making me feel sick and weak all day.  I think my diet is poisoning me and making my stomach hurt.  I think I’m done putting up with it.

Today, I ate bran cereal.  Today, I ate like a god damned adult.